Today's Thoughts: I have cramps that just won't go away!
Mood: Tired
Plug Love: none



I made a layout and several link buttons for the contest going on at SnapBeat.Info. What do you guys think about it? Think i’m going to win? :P I worked really hard on it to make it look really nice.

Addison Renee has been so active lately that it hurts. Sometimes when she kicks or punches, it really makes me want to cry! It’s a little painful and i’m no good with pain. I can feel every strength she has in her body, and she is going to be a fighter when she comes into the world thats for sure. Reading about a blog post that Hanna wrote a few days ago is starting to freak me out now thinking about it. As tiny as my belly is for 31 weeks, and as tiny as she is probably going to be, it doesn’t change the fact that thats still too much baby to push out through one tiny opening. I’m so freaked out! When my mom told me about contractions I was soooo scared, and then they turned out to be no big deal at all. It’s like my stomach inflats and tightens a little. Kinda like when you have gas? I guess that’s the closest feeling I can explain. I wouldn’t say it’s even close to cramps. Before I ever got pregnant i’ve always heard horror stories about being pregnant, all the symtoms and aches and pains. And now that I am pregnant, I haven’t experienced nearly any of them. No nausea, no stretch marks, barely any tenderness in my breasts, a little bit of aches and pains but nothing too empairing. I wonder if labor is even going to be bad for me. But that doesn’t change the fact that i’m scared as hell! I honestly think she’s going to come 1-2 weeks early and that isn’t too far down the road. 9 weeks minus 2 is 7 weeks! Scary! 31 weeks has felt like a month. It’s gone by all too quick. When you aren’t pregnant 9 months (actually 10) seems like forever. Trust me, it is not. It comes quicker than you think.

Might I add her hiccups are driving me INSANE! It was cool at first, but now it’s just annoying. Last night she had them so bad that I couldn’t get to sleep. You know when you get a nerve twitch in your eye or arm or something? Imagine that in your tummy for 10 minutes or longer. AGGHHH. I had to get up, drink a glass of sparkling cider, walk around a bit and try and massage her to sleep. Didn’t work. I just had to wait…….and wait………………………..and wait some more. Finally, I dozed off.

Thanksgiving wasn’t fun for me. Unfortunately I had a not so great thanksgiving. I felt like I was being picked on for being pregnant. One of the friends of my parents (a guy to be exact) was saying his gut was as big as my belly. How insulting! I didn’t think that was funny at all! Not to mention I was doing a lot of browsing of websites and somehow retrieved a malware virus on my computer. I didn’t download anything either, I contracted it just by visiting the website. So minutes before dinner announced I started crying, and trying to fix my computer. I ended up not joining anyone because I was too upset. By the time I got my computer restored, everyone had left. :( Oh well. But how was everyone else’s?

Sitely Update:
Almost all content is up. Lots of brushes and templates and other goodies are slowly being added to the collection ;) I made another header last night called Blue Aurora, and that should be added soon. I think that’s it!

6 Comments

  1. AnneMarie

    November 28th, 2009 01:15 PM

    Aw, little Addison Renee.

    I always picture myself years from now when I may get pregnant. And I’m just terrified at the idea of it. I wish we could just have babies without the pain. Or better yet, the guy is the one experiencing it. HAHA, but no. It is us women who have to experience everything. Lucky you to not be experiencing too much pain. :D

    And Happy Thanksgiving (: Although it is a tad late for the greeting :/



  2. Merry

    November 28th, 2009 02:47 PM

    I’m sorry that you had a bad Thanksgiving. :( *hugs*



  3. Hanna

    November 29th, 2009 12:09 AM

    Yes, finally someone who thinks that the hiccups are annoying! Cute, but annoying.

    My boobs grew in the first trimester and that hurt like &%$#! Can’t wait for the milk to set in :P



  4. Liah

    November 29th, 2009 10:18 PM

    Gosh it seems like you’re going through so much with your pregnancy and everything. I’ve never been pregnant and I don’t plan to be any time soon! haha Especially with all the stories I’ve heard. But just like you mentioned, those stories do tend to be exaggerated. But one thing I’ve heard about pregnancy is that your emotions are haywire. I know I’d be a wreck, I’m a wreck when it’s that time of the month for me. I can’t imagine how I’d be if I were pregnant!

    And what the guy said to you at Thanksgiving, isn’t that an insult to himself? I mean, at least you have an excuse! xD

    Oh yes, and I’ve added you as an affie. My apologies for the late response! :]



  5. Aly

    November 30th, 2009 07:17 AM

    That layout looks great, good luck with the contest! Is it going to be judged by the site owner or will there be a visitor poll or something? If it’s the latter, let me know and I’ll vote for you. :)

    Yikes, sounds like Addison Renee is really an active little thing! I didn’t know you could feel a baby hiccupping from the womb though – that’s so interesting! Shame it’s so uncomfortable though, it sounds really cute otherwise. :)

    Sorry you didn’t have a good Thanksgiving though. :( Hopefully next year will be better!



  6. milu

    November 30th, 2009 03:23 PM

    Ohh ur baby will be figther hehehe…probably wants to know this world before of..^^;;

    I am sorry u had bad thanksgiving and dont feel bad ur belly is the most beautiful :) u should answer him “but in my case i have something beautiful and pretty inside”



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