Mood: Exhausted and frustrated
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I’m one day from being officially 41 weeks pregnant. I’m really upset about the idea of an induction. I did some reading about it, and Pitocin isn’t good for the baby. Ahhh so the motherly protection kicks in like mom said it would when I had a child of my own. Thanks mom.
I’ve been in the worst pain lately. I can’t hardly walk to go to the store, it hurts so much to roll over onto either side of my body in the middle of the night to get comfortable. I feel like there is a 100LBS weighing me down, which is a 8LB baby and 21 extra LBS of bodily fluids and tissue. Gross. Evan and I went to Walmart the other evening and bought some Dr. Suess books. They were my favorite books when I was little 
. I also saw some 3$ Golden Books sitting on a side shelf that I really want to go back and get once Addison comes into the world.
I’ve been wondering this lately. What does breast feeding feel like after the pain is gone. I feel kind of awkward thinking about it. I’d definitely feel kind of awkward doing it in front of my parents at work when I do go back. When Addison becomes a little older I have no idea what i’m going to do as far as finding someone to watch her. I absolutely DO-NOT trust baby sitters. There are so many weird, strange, un-reliable people in this world and it’s hard to tell who you can really trust these days anymore. Gives me the creeps!
I fixed the comment system. I noticed after 3 comments, my comment boxes hide themselves behind my div layers. Yah, so they’re fixed now . I haven’t been working on content because I haven’t been feeling too good, and i’ve been playing ALOT of World of War Craft. Yup yup. If you play the game or have played, i’m into the farming of goods and re-selling right now. I want goooooold!
That’s it for now.
4 Comments
Hanna
February 6th, 2010 04:03 AM
Breast-feeding in front of my parents and my husband’s parents felt a bit weird at first, but you get used to it. I try not to show too much boob, and when we had my husband’s aunt, uncle and cousins over, I went to another room to breast-feed cause I didn’t feel comfortable doing it infront of them. But that was a week after we came home from the hospital, so I probably wouldn’t mind them being in the same room now. At the hospital I had about 10-15 midwives helping me breast-feed cause my milk didn’t come in and I guess they thought I didn’t do it right, and when I was pregnant I was worried about how it would be giving birth with everybody watching, but when it happened it was the most natural thing having them there
Jenny
February 6th, 2010 08:07 AM
Addison, already named? Great name! Dr. Seuss and Golden Books were the pillars of my childhood, it’s nice to think that maybe they’ll be the same for my child (which is long off being only 14).
Ariel
February 6th, 2010 10:14 AM
Aw, don’t worry about the things after and just focus on giving birth. Maybe you could ask a close friend to watch her once she grows older?
Deanna
February 8th, 2010 08:24 AM
Good luck with the baby! My sister-in-law has some cream to put on the breasts after you have fed the baby so they don’t get so dried out and sore. And she also wears a shawl over herself so that when she’s feeding in public no one can see anything. I hope the baby comes soon!